I’ve been quiet for a good while…

because I have been up to no good. I thought about posting a few times in the last several weeks. The truth is… I didn’t want to admit it and lose face, but I might as well come out to you all and say that I went back to him. And everyone was right, it was a bad idea! I will leave it at that for now.

I am returning to live with my family…again. I am going to get on my own two feet FOR GOOD and move on with my life.

I am only 23 years old but I feel so old and torn down right now. Damn. I just hope that eventually I can come to accept what has happened, learn from it, and not be scarred and full of regret. Fingers crossed for that, especially the last part.

I want to say I will post more often, but I don’t think I will have steady internet access for a while and I hate posting from my phone… We shall see.

I hope you all had happy, happy holidays and that you’ve had an awesome January.