And for some reason I feel super compelled to text him and tell him happy birthday and I hope it is a good one…
Whhyyyyyyyy?!?!
I don’t want to talk to him. I don’t want to take the chance of getting sucked back in. I just want to tell my once-best-friend happy birthday.
Bleh.
not the nest 
At the risk of sounding like an idiot……ummmm?
I know!!! I am not gonna do it. I guess I am being sentimental for some reason.
I do the same thing from time to time, but then I remind myself that I’ve done enough time in jail. to rephrase Sheldon’s famous quote…. ” Melancholy, thou art a heartless bitch!”
Hahaha :))
I’m sorry if I seemed insensitive….as I said….I have the same thoughts myself at times..
No 🙂 it is fine. A much needed kick in the butt, in fact!! I appreciate your reaction :p
: )
I totally get it. Write him a birthday note, and file it away as if you have sent it. Or better yet burn it, ha ha. Maybe you just need to get the message out of your mind onto paper.
Good idea, haha :p
Don’t do it. Fight that urge. He’s expecting it.
~ Darling
I haven’t done it!! I am glad a family friend was here today to help keep my mind off of it.